The Sounds of Torturous Bliss

Back in May, some of you will remember I reviewed a book called “The Princess Mindset” by Scott Lucius. Looking at that piece now makes me wince. Not because the writing was false. Because the book got into me more than I wanted to admit on a public page, and I can hear myself trying to sound composed while my mind wandered aimlessly. I’m not going to go into what it’s about in depth, if you want to read the review you can read it in the link below to get the story and even download the full version.

The simple version, he’s an ex-escort from Essex notorious for giving one way oral sex sessions to women for anything from two to six hours at a time. If you click the link below you’ll read my original post from may and even get a free copy of his book via download. The book goes into the hundred ways to make a woman orgasm, the apparent five types of female orgasm and how your loved ones can rip them from you, and as I said in my original post, reading it makes you feel sticky like you have the flu. It’s very intriguing and very enticing.

Read my original post here complete with version I read

So here is the follow up, and it’s quite interesting.

The leaked audio

If you want the audio file use the contact form below, you’ll need headphones if you’re in public, but wow. I’m kind of glad it wasn’t me. It’s too much.

A user called Rox989 claimed she had a short piece of audio from one of his sessions. She posted it in a Facebook group that has since been deleted. The group was revenge group, and exactly what you think it was. Recorded sounds from other people’s sex. Grunts. Huffs. The usual library of men working and women performing or not performing. The link arrived in Facebook. I don’t keep an account I use. I am a primary teacher. That job and a public trail of other people’s bedrooms do not belong in the same place. I have never liked Facebook anyway. I watched it through my brother’s login, which is a sentence I wish I didn’t have to write, and then I heard the clip.

Rox989 must’ve drunkenly stumbled upon the group, and decided to post her clip to upset all horrible men inside.

I have never heard a woman scream and cry in such a way ever. Not in porn, not in the movies, never. She has a thick Essex accent, so it’s very local. If this audio is real, then given what I’ve read in his book, then it’s definitely his work.

Rox989 was adamant it was her. She said she was posting under that name because she wanted to keep it anon, the way a real name turns a night into evidence. Her intention, she said, was to put the rest of the group to shame. All that polite whimpering. All that theatre. She posted her clip like a dare through some very drunk eyes one Friday night. The caption that went with the clip was…

The funniest part of Rox989 very brief update, apart from being inebriated, the men were like who?

They weren’t interested in who he was, they had heard a woman screaming in bed and decided to stake a claim.

And even funnier, the reaction I’m sure, wasn’t the win she was expecting. The group itself existed just so men could share their their ex’s voices, and the other guys would rate them. Rox989 performance hit the high tens across the board, causing a huge backlash of men trying to win her over. They all started begging for the Add Friend button immediately. The comments were full of GIFs of bouquets of flowers and teddy bears.

I do find men fascinating. Their desperation amuses me.

It broke the page. The audio was so loud and orgasmic, so uncontained, that the whole group ended up suspended. I clipped it before Rox989 could delete it. And I think it’s more embarrassing for her than anything else. You should never consume alcohol while browsing social media. The admin of the group, to their credit, didn’t drop her real name. I can’t post it here because it’s not suitable for a teachers diary. Text is a hobby, but this was a woman tortured with tongue. And I must admit, it’s thought provoking listen if true. Another reason I can’t post it is bandwidth. This isn’t an expensive site, my bandwidth is very limited. If I posted it, not only would it break the internet, it would land me a bill of thousands of pounds. If you want to hear it, fill the contact form out below and I’ll send it to you.

If you would prefer I just describe it, then I can try.

I will say that there’s no real way of knowing if it his him or not. He was obviously taught as a child not to eat with his mouth full. It’s her that you can hear, but it’s not your usual porn type noises. Nothing like I’ve ever heard. She’s having a brilliant time, but it’s definitely overwhelming her and it definitely makes you sit strangely. She really does sound like it’s a bit too much for her, even begging and squealing. One could argue she’s performing somewhat, knowing she’s recording. But then you’d think Scott would notice the sudden change in tempo. It certainly sounds genuine. A fake orgasm is obvious, this, her random pitches, fluctuations and garbled cries don’t sound like anything pretend to me. She hits notes the brain can’t fabricate.

But what do I know, I’ve only ever heard myself.

She does scream his name a lot.

The girl isn’t quiet. She’s barking and yelping like a puppy. She is screaming. She is calling his name. If this is what men are into, I’m pretty sure most of those will never hear such a thing. Like I say, it’s thought provoking and definitely worth a listen. I doubt you’ve heard anything like it. That’s the detail that stays. Not the volume. The name.

I have the man on my contacts, so I send it over.

I asked Scott whether it was him. He is secretive in the way some men are stupid. If she has one of his infamous secrecy contracts he speaks of in his book, then I’ll never know if Rox989 is legitimate. That’s the beauty of his contract. When things like this emerge, it can be killed dead by saying nothing. He dodged the question, and I can tell he knew who it was. So I quickly moved on, asking about his book. He said that he’s taken the book off now because it served his purpose and solved a problem he had. As of Christmas, he’ll be taking no other challenges, he just wants to disappear again.

It causes him too much trouble.

So I am left with a little interesting titbit that may be nonsense and may be true. If it were easy to deny, I think he could have denied it. He didn’t. I am leaning, cautiously, toward real. If it is real, Rox989 may have bought herself a problem she did not clock when she hit post. A deleted post is not the same as a vanished file. The internet has a long memory and a filthy sense of humour.

It’s indeed a shame that this audio wasn’t released when his book was out. I have no doubt it would have made him a very rich man.

I still haven’t asked him the big question. As a qualified Psychiatrist I find him fascinating. If you talk to him, it’s genuine talk and it doesn’t fall into sleaze. Why is this so strange? Because if you spend a day on a dating app of any kind, it’s all men do. But not this one. A man whose whole purpose is the study of female pleasure doesn’t even discuss it. I also would like to know how he controls it. But that’s maybe a subject for another time.

If you want the audio, email me below and I’ll forward it. It’s not doxing anything, and you can’t hear any voices other than her screaming his name and dropping orgasms like I’ve never heard before.

I’m sure poor Rox989 woke up the next morning very hungover, and very, very embarrassed.

And if she wasn’t, she should be. Because he wasn’t pleased, and I doubt she’ll be screaming his name again any time in the future.

But you can listen to it by emailing me below, and you can make your own mind up. I don’t store emails or names, I’ll send it but only because it doesn’t doxx him. I’d certainly be interested in hearing others opinions on it. I’m glad I didn’t go further, I make love, I’m not built for the kind of stuff he dishes out.